and love myself, i need to have someone hold me and slapped then sense into me saying i am a good person and i am lovely.
i have felt this depressed in a long time
last year was horrible, there were times i wanted to give up and runaway to a foreign country and start all over, but i refused to take the easy way out and face it! i hope this year will be WAY better than the rest. i started the year on a good note my boyfriend got shit faced as always but he was happy and willing to sing and dance in the car waiting for jack in the box tacos! NOMS! i love him and i will never be able to ever let him go.
My NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS ARE:
1. get cut i want to get SWOLL!
2. become healthier
3.be able to wear a bikini by summer
4. cook/bake more!
5. be more social!
6. get along with my parents
7. not take life so seriously
8. have more time for my friends
9. get a bigger butt! lol
10. grow and donate my hair!
11. become a go-go dancer!
12. become closer to god!
